I mean I was just brainstorming. Politically, yea bad idea. But I was hoping for enough “cons” about this concept of “returning to scene of trauma” so I can dissuade myself from doing it, because idk why I just can’t stop thinking about that day when I had that fight with my brother and I ran off, and alone in that city. I used Baidu maps and it doesn’t exactly show everything, because some streets are too narrow to get filmed into the streetview.

I was thinking like maybe retrace places I’ve been to, perhaps it could be therapudic. But yea this international border thing is too much of a hassle, so I feel like the potential benefits isn’t really worth it. Idk.