It’s not that I don’t have anyone to talk to, it’s that I don’t have anything to talk about with others, and sometimes it happens that it’s impossible to endure that loneliness and I want to socialize so badly, and I don’t want to drink alcohol or watch shows on Netflix to drown out that feeling, because lately it hasn’t helped. I wonder how you deal with it?
I’m afraid that if I say what I like, people will think I’m crazy and that I need to see a psychologist. And talking about nothing, for example, I’m tired of participating in conversations about how the day went, how life sucks, and how people want to die instantly and painlessly so that it all ends.