Yeah it’s the same with, kissing is too gay

Can I charge them for my onlyfans account and they then get plenty prove of gay sex

If it’s the same sex fucking it’s gay but your likely being sarcastic

I felt the same as op till one person changed it slightly but I still don’t have that pull. It’s more for curiosity or pleasing with anyone else. They are more fwb than bf and that works with being nd. They treat you like a bf without the label or ties. Sex still gives me panic attacks but the fwb arrangement helps a bit