I think that is a beautiful thing, not a pathetic one. If it brings you confort there is no shame at staying under a warm Trek blanket, I survived a year of lame superior school studies by binge watching the Star Trek movies DVD box.
I now have all of Star Trek on my NAS + Plex and I often like to fall asleep at night listening to an old TNG, or even Enterprise (it’s been a long road).
I did a 4 letters domain .me
That way it’s quick and easy to say, letters by letters dot me. Usually using your initials (generally 2 letters) + ISO 3166-1-alpha2 letters country code works well.
So if you are Fidel Castro from Cuba your domain would be FCCU.me