First, she was easy to project fantasies onto. She was quiet and passive. Not without a personality but reserved. And everything I loved about her was how I imagined her to be. Also she was beautiful, but what if she wasn’t?
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I’ve literally always known the same to be the case for me. I barely knew her. And i actually think we would be a bad couple if we were together lol. But she was the first, and she was convenient to project upon. Especially since I had no chance with her, she could be the perfect ‘object of desire’, but from a distance only.
By sheer coincidence, I did marry someone from that bus. Neither of those girls and not right away.
Good sir, are you aware a world exists outside that bus?
But my curiosity about what might’ve been has faded.
God I wish I can get there soon. I hate my mind being occupied by this one thing.
Thats a cool job