Yeahh… for the past few months i had been consistently studying for 7-8hrs a day consistently for my competitive exam (avg asian teen energy) and today i had my first attempt, and i kinda fucked it up very bad… its a physics chemistry and math exam and i kinda went blank and the first few questions were very tough and my morale just went downhill after that, i couldnt even do the easy questions

So yeah thankfully i still have a second attempt in April and i might be able to do better… considering i just need to keep revising now i completed all the syllabus

Anyway I am not feeling sad… just kinda lonely and disheartened… i know this is all a very normal part of these things and it takes a long time to get good at these things (this was my third attempt in total coz i gave two last year💀) but anyways… if i get it done the next time its good or i will just move on with my life and get whatever college i get… i just sometimes wish i had a teacher or something to guide me or atleast just idk listen? I was always the “minds his own business and gets good marks” kid in school so teachers liked me but i never had a bond… and now i am studying online so its just a bit lonely smtms (i havent been to school coz i graduated last year and wanted to focus on the exam) so yeah just that🙂 all of my frnds have gone to other clges so i dont talk to them much… so yeah what u guys think?

Edit: also btw its 3 am here lol i just watched a really nice heartwarming romcom movie… i guess i will take a break about of a week tho and enjoy and idk do sm cooking or creative work

  • MagicShel@lemmy.zipEnglish
    10·
    3 months ago

    I’ve been there. Kinda (not Asian). Sometimes you just have to take tests multiple times to see what they really focus on and learn to think like the test. I had some tests where I just paid for a pretest and took that over and over until I felt confident. I knew the material but I didn’t know how I’d be tested on it.

    Anyway, good luck next time!

    • dr_yeti@lemmy.world
      9·
      3 months ago

      Yeah, second time through helps a lot. Some useful advice I got was: read the whole exam through once, start with the questions you know you’ll ace. Triage the tougher questions to maximize the part-marks. If you make a mistake, don’t erase, just cross it out; you might need it later and it might not be wrong. When you’re finished, sit with exam until the time is up; it’s best not to leave early, in case you’re struck by inspiration.

      Good luck next time!