• zlatiah@lemmy.world
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    11 days ago

    Work was rough man. Workplace already had some drama for the past month or two, several people on the team left, and I think the fact that I recently got rejected for a fellowship application (a very prestigious one that I didn’t think I’d get, but still) made something crack in me… So I’m back on the job market yay (not expecting to get anything anytime soon)

    In any case, I am sufficiently recovered from the flu that I can do normal stuff and enjoy life again

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      11 days ago

      Oh man, getting those rejections just suck. Where you hoping to leverage that to get away from job?

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        11 days ago

        So the fellowship in question essentially allows people to get paid from the EU to “create their own job” and work on their projects of interest. The program I applied to is highly selective and provides 2-2.5 years of stable, contracted employment at above market-rate salary, which is quite hard to come by in academia (but that’s a much longer story)… As an example, my current role is on a 1-year renewable contract, meaning in a bad-case scenario, my boss can theoretically “fire” me any time they want (this is in a country where most jobs are permanent contract & it is otherwise very difficult to fire someone btw). Does wonders to job security…

        About the program itself… So Horizon Europe is the main scientific funding body in the EU/EEA area. They run several programs which are aimed at promoting “mobilization”, meaning researchers who relocate to a different country to work and learn new things. I applied to one of those programs in summer 2025 since I relocated to the EU and was eligible. My boss and I knew we were short on time and didn’t expect a miracle, but we still had some hope… But this year the program was particularly tough: +60-70% application numbers, they didn’t track but strong suspicion a lot of those were from the US, and there are strong unofficial speculations that applicants and reviewers were mass-using ChatGPT and other LLMs for proposal writing. I’m just salty because I bombed the application… but a lot of people were genuinely mad because they wrote winning proposals but didn’t win the “lottery”. Fun fact but this was posted on c/europe four months ago: https://lemmy.world/post/36718694