I edited my comment but It was too late.

I’m sorry that you are in the situation you are, I truly am. The actions your government has taken has made me a bit blind to the issues normal people in russia have. But to be brutally honest, I don’t really care, as long as Ukrainians are being bombed. It sucks that you live there, it sucks that you cant leave. I’m sorry for all that. I wish I could help, but I can’t. Other than helping Ukraine survive. If Ukraine wins, maybe putin falls and russia can build itself to something better. Maybe.